Sunday, October 14, 2012

Frustration.

Lately, since last week or so, I've been feeling very frustrated. I feel like I have a lot of anger in me. Because, what's the use of it all? Why are we here and where do we go? Why don't we know that yet? ... Will we ever know?
Since I was a kid, I was quite determined to find out. The only problem is, I have no idea how. But I do intend to find out, somehow.

When someone close to me passes away, I do tend to focus on these questions more. They keep me up at night, which only adds to my frustration, and they make me lose my focus during mundane daily tasks. And even the smallest things that don't go easily, frustrate me to no end.

Usually all of this passes after a while, as life goes on and no answers are found. But the smallest bit of frustration always remains...

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Has it been that long?

Gosh, I'm bad at keeping up a blog. I'm sorry.

There's been way too many things on my mind lately, and apparently my photo challenge isn't one of my priorities, since I forgot about it completely. I'm thinking about dropping the challenge, and perhaps just post photos when I feel like it. I have no desire to drop the thing altogether, so don't worry! I still need some form of creative outlet once in a while.

To make up for the missed time: here's a nice song. What I love most about it is that it isn't "polished", it's not perfect, and that makes it wonderful. I've been listening to it non stop for the past three or four days.